On Hold

Tonight I had a major epiphany.  

I have been so caught up in the mess life has become that I have forgotten entirely 

to take care of the things that mean the most to me:  my men.  

I have been so selfish, and so self-absorbed 

that I have completely consumed myself with my "business" 

and am leaving the daily details to the man of my dreams. 

So.

Not.

Fair.

I'm missing out on the privilege of being the "woman of his dreams"

because my computer has become my life.

No more.

I made a vow to myself tonight to rearrange my priorities. 

My family comes first.

No.

Matter.

What.

And the business can wait.  The world still revolved before it was around.

And it will continue to properly revolve with it not around.

I plan to sometime return to my post.

And ALL custom orders that are in the works are still going to be completed.

But,

after that,

I'm all his.

I'll let you know when I become super-woman enough to return and do both.

But currently, that's not me.

Thank you, thank you, thank you for understanding.

Sincerely,

Carly